” تواجدك يُمرضني  

ذكراك  تُصيبني بالإعياء 

سيرتك تجعلني اتقيأ  بوّهن …

.. !الا تفهم! ببساطة ..إبتعد

  ، لا لم يعد يكفيني البُعد.. 

  أُغرب واختفي ..

وارجوك ولو لمره ارفق بي واحيا مائة حياة وحياة سعيدة مديدة  بعيداً كل البعد عن دائرة وجودي !  “

-I hope you are just kidding  !
-I been hoping for that for ages , but hoping never worked out well  ,
then I started joking about it to make it go away as any joke  , it worked but  in the contrary direction….
-so ?
- Want another joke ?
- What !!!
- If that what you want to believe !
-If that was a joke ,your jokes start making me sick !
- Sick ! umm  As me when I’m acting they’re just jokes ?
- huh!
- Nothing .
-you know what I been praying for ?
- Yeah ..I know , Finish your coffee it’s getting cold & you never prayed for a cold one =) .

“Being haunted by the voices of your own head ,  lagged by the so messed up emotions ,shredded & firmly wrapped with the strict rational logic thoughts , Is the right definition of Insomnia !” — my sapient freak.

even though I get stolen & empty some times
feel so filled & filthy in other  times ,
& although  I stand still  in some days ,
Move like a rocket in other ones ,
even though it looks that I’m pointlessly  alive
I have my own plain planed  excuses & plans  for all of that  ..
& I believe you do so ..

“Life , it’s all about  the ones and the things that just … died “

I feel Music fingers hum,chant & tenderly tip   inside  my heart ♫  ♪  ♪

getting closer doesn’t mean  you will feel warm
it means  you’ll get burned !

& that’s what  change us inside for ever !

(Source: thesedementedlands, via hopeless13)

” A smoker ? , Not until you
A breaker ?  Just after you  ” —Dayen Arikanson

“Two cups never meant two people ,
they always meant one person & alot of issues “

Tell me about it !

♫  ♪  ♪
One day ,
I’ll write you a song
That will be sang,
For a time which will be so long
one day,
I’ll make you a memorial ,
as  tender & strong as your broken heart
& you’ll remember me in each funeral
Where  our love buried  &  start  .
♫  ♪  ♪

Let it go 
Let it Fly 
or
it will Die ..