" تواجدك يُمرضني
ذكراك تُصيبني بالإعياء
سيرتك تجعلني اتقيأ بوّهن …
.. !الا تفهم! ببساطة ..إبتعد
، لا لم يعد يكفيني البُعد..
أُغرب واختفي ..
وارجوك ولو لمره ارفق بي واحيا مائة حياة وحياة سعيدة مديدة بعيداً كل البعد عن دائرة وجودي ! “
Boyce Avenue - Every Breath
-I hope you are just kidding !
-I been hoping for that for ages , but hoping never worked out well ,
then I started joking about it to make it go away as any joke , it worked but in the contrary direction….
- Want another joke ?
- What !!!
- If that what you want to believe !
-If that was a joke ,your jokes start making me sick !
- Sick ! umm As me when I’m acting they’re just jokes ?
- Nothing .
-you know what I been praying for ?
- Yeah ..I know , Finish your coffee it’s getting cold & you never prayed for a cold one =) .
"Being haunted by the voices of your own head , lagged by the so messed up emotions ,shredded & firmly wrapped with the strict rational logic thoughts , Is the right definition of Insomnia !” — my sapient freak.
even though I get stolen & empty some times
feel so filled & filthy in other times ,
& although I stand still in some days ,
Move like a rocket in other ones ,
even though it looks that I’m pointlessly alive
I have my own plain planed excuses & plans for all of that ..
& I believe you do so ..
"Life , it’s all about the ones and the things that just … died "
I feel Music fingers hum,chant & tenderly tip inside my heart ♫ ♪ ♪
getting closer doesn’t mean you will feel warm
it means you’ll get burned !
& that’s what change us inside for ever !
" A smoker ? , Not until you
A breaker ? Just after you ” —Dayen Arikanson
"Two cups never meant two people ,
they always meant one person & alot of issues “
Tell me about it !
♫ ♪ ♪
One day ,
I’ll write you a song
That will be sang,
For a time which will be so long
I’ll make you a memorial ,
as tender & strong as your broken heart
& you’ll remember me in each funeral
Where our love buried & start .
♫ ♪ ♪
Let it go
Let it Fly
it will Die ..